Zero (Chaosruler10)

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[chaosruler10]

A day since being in that dark realm, I was still depressed over the incident. I managed to have some fun by pretending to be a super hero. Called myself, Chompman..boy how lame was that. After solving the mystery of Crobatman, I slept; however, I was still haunted by Giratina to come back and claim his power..all I hear out of that sentence is a wicked laugh..

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Brought Jans to see Shiroi as we went to celadon city to meet her. While on the train, I still tried to talk Jans out of going to see him, but he didn't listen. So instead, I gave him some tips on what to do since I experienced it. As we finally arrive, we saw Shiroi in a theater as she instancely asked her to be in a relationship. However, that backfired, but turned into a date. Was going outside of the theater as I spotted Ninja again. He asked me if I wanted to face Fudo and I gladly accepted. We went to Fudo and won quite easily as it seemed that I gotten stronger. Me and Ninja then went to Safforn City where we saw Faye and the others. I took Jans to a corner and gave him some more advice on how to deal with the Dark One. We went back where Jans announced he was going to face Giratina. I was worried as both Jans and Ninja was about to fight. Luckily it didn't happen, so Sean came during the fued as Ninja told him about the plan. Forgivness and wanting Rochelle back was all I could think of because she shouldn't have been the sacrifice in my quest for power. We all agreed to go back to cinnerbar to learn more of the children of Arceus. I pity giratina during the story and we learned that we need the help of Dialga, Palkia and even Mew if we are to succeed. It seems that I have a chance to get Dialga as it only wants the strongest to be impressed. After the lesson, I talked to Ninja about my dilemma and he gave me motivation to save her even more. I chilled in the PC for the rest of the night. The next day, I went to go help a poet with Jans by going to the volcano and learning of the habiat. We continued by going to the seaform islands, but a kid almost drowned. Luckily, I saved him and brought him back to his mother. Decided to stay for a bit on Cinnerbar before continuing to the islands.

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Where should I start? These past two days have been a long experience for me. First off, I met up with Ninja and Faye who was at cinnerbar island. It was then that we decided to go for Palkia. I sent out Kraken to take me over to the seaform island since it felt good to have my own water pokemon. Afer arriving to the island, I began writing notes down so I can gve the poet my experience inside the volcano and the islands. Knock two birds with one stones they say. Anyway, we had to go in a underwater cave because it seemed logical that the shrine would be there. Using Kraken yet again we arrived inside the cave where we had to do a series of test. At last we arrived at the shrine where Ninja did his part in where Palkia revealed itself to us. I got to say, he is a douche, but not a bigger douche than Giratina. Using Ninja's plan we faced Palkia and beat him fair and square. In exchange, he agreed to help us as NInja can only call him once. Palkia then put us back to the surface in which we took a long nap for the next day.

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The next day, I woken up as the dreams seemed to have subsided for a bit. Thank god, I didn't have to hear that bastards' voice again. So Ninja woke up and waked up Faye who I thought was naked since girls do that. After getting ready we decided to go for Dialga next since Sean was no where to be seen. I sent out Kraken since I didn't had no flying pokemon on me. We sailed to Fuchsia city then took the train as that is where things got serious. I told Ninja and Faye to let me have Dialga alone so I can prove my strength and add him to my team. Both of them were stupidly doubtful in which they pissed me off saying that I can't do it. To hell I can as I beaten Giratina so why can't I do it to Dialga. I stormed off the train to go do some shopping and when I came back both of them attacked me. Including Faye, that son of a bitch reminded me on what I did. She doesn't know what I've been going through these past few days and that insult opened a wound that was finally healed. I sent out Shadow to attack Faye, if she wouldn't shut up. Ninja interfered and I had no problem in taking him down first, but then I realized about the whole point was to save Rochelle so I calmed down. After that intense arguement, I went to Vermillion to get berries for my battle with Dialga. However, they didn't have steel or ground berry for Kraken and Helios. After my shopping I went back to the train and ignored Faye as she apologized to me. So went to Mt. Silver where we did a series of battle challenges till we reached the shrine. I used my badges as Dialga was summoned before us. Boy that portal was awesome as I saw things I shouldn't have seen. We got Dialga to battle us in which I used the FEAR plan in order to beat him. This got him angry and so I asked him for a rematch, so he agreed, but it was a one on one. I was somewhat scared as he was so powerful, but I had faith. Faye cheered me on as I battled him till the end. I managed to defeat him in where he agreed to help us face Giratina. This was a histoical feat for me as I defeated two of the pokemon gods. We went to Virdian to go heal then to safforn to watch Ninja do his gym battle. After the gym battle, I went to the PC to go get some rest as I needed it because tomorrow would be a big day.

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Headed to Final Showdown at Celadon Tree (Shadow 70hp)

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Feb 23, 1891

Walked out of the PC to find out on what to do today as I prepare for the big battle against that bastard. Oddly enough, I found Nathan, who had stitches on his from the battle against the Oni. I was disappointed as he almost lost his life facing the Oni alone. To ease my head up, I went to Safforn City with Faye, Mike and Nathan to go get some Tms for my Charizard. However, it was shocking to know that they didn't have the tms right now....so typical of that store. I head out to wait for the others as we decided to go to the seaform islands where we raced to the top. Faye and her lucky self got first place while I got second. Now ain't that something? As we make it to the top, I echoed to see what was in that spooky cave which answered in a roar. So I went inside to go investigate on what kind of poke would live here. My answer......Machamp, oh how easy it was to go capture it, but I was scared as shit if Mike caught it cause I did all the work! Luckily, I did, but then the plot twist happened........Surprise! It was the Oni, oh how I was glad they showed up. One of the members asked everyone if they could jump me so that they could get my pokes. Luckily for them that they didn't or else I would have destroyed the mountain. So the Oni challenged us to a battle and were beaten. I asked them some questions on who sent them and it was Valian. So that creep is still on the move, what a great time to capture him now. Since their usefulness was done, I was going to feed them to Kraken for a snack, but damn Faye wouldn't let me do that. How stupid of her to give her backside opened to the enemy? Sometimes, the girl is just to soft for this kind of thing. She finally convinced me into making them live another day, but I gave them a warning in which they compelled. So we went to Cinnerbar to drop them off at the police station.

After everyone went to bed, I met up with Ninja as we both went to Celadon to check on the tree. I told him about Valian and we both sought out some Oni members that were high rank in order for us to meet Valian again. We went to the train station to go wait for Oni members to pass by which they did. Man, they are some stupid little boys, wearing a red headband somewhere on their bodies. I don't know how the police can't catch these jerks as they don't know what they are doing. So we attacked the boys and won as one of the bitches spat on me. The thought of someone spat on me was disrespect and I wanted to kill him pain and slowfully, but we drew to much attention to ourselves so we just played it cool. Went to catch up with the other members as we won that battle to. To bad that boy is gonna have a scar from what Shadow did to him hehehehehe. Now the last person was being taunted by our dogs, boy are they awesome whenever they are together. The Oni member missed his chance to burn down the tree so we attacked him. After a long battle, we evenutally won in which we learned that Valian is going to Cinnerbar or is at Cinnerbar. That wasn't good news as I wanted to learn more, but the cops arrived. The Mayor came in and taught our mightyena's Crunch. So now our attacks would be even more powerful than before. After that, I asked Jenny if I could rejoin the KDF in which she agreed. I was glad that I was able to join back as this is my part of redemeption. Me and Ninja went to the PC to go healed and rest for the next day.

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So much things happened in one day that I can't really explain. First, I went on my first ride on a submarine to a wrecked ship. How cool was that? We got to check out the ship and found some booty that can make us rich. We protected the researchers from the sharpedoes and collected our booty back to the surface. It was then however, that girl decided to give everyone else a piece of the booty execpt me. Now what the hell? I brought my friends for help and I get no credit what so ever? Bullshit I say, I was even thinking of killing her or destroying that piece of shit sub, but decided not to. After that, the group headed to Lavender Town to pay our respects to the dead. We however, noticed blue flames as it seemed haunted. I checked out the graveyard, but was warped into a stupid realm where I couldn't get out. Ninja, Faye, Nathan, Sean and Mike followed as we went through each gate to escape it. I got injured in the process because of my bad luck that suddenly took over. Next time, Faye is doing the trap thing and I ain't helping setting them off again! As we reached the 12th gate, we found that damn Dusknoir which I hoped I wouldn't meet again; however, this time, it had lost all of its powers. Victor and Nite took care of that pretty quickly, but it told us that it would come back for revenge so I would be ready for that bastard. As we reach the final gate, we were seperated and I met my dark self. Oh joy, like I haven't seen this before. It told me that I'm still lust for power and that I was using my friends, I told that bitch no I wasn't using them and that I'm looking for redemption. My darker self that brought out Shadow who I couldn't believe that he would turn on me. I begged for it to remember me, but he wouldn't listen and attacked me. I knew he wasn't the real Shadow as he would never attacked me, but I didn't want to hurt him as I was scared that he would be gone. The last thing I remembered was him attacking me as I blacked out.

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I woke up in the graveyard thinking that I was in the afterlife, but it turns out that it was a illusion created by Spiritomb. I didn't like to be tricked and even though Spiritomb was trying to do a righteous move, I had to teach it a lesson. I sent out Shadow and teamed up with NInja where we defeated it, but it wasn't enough for Ninja as he killed it when it was koed. The people were freed and we was rewarded. I looked at Shadow for a moment then returned him as I went to the PC to go rest.

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Well...today was the saddest moment of my life that I have ever face. To begin, it was evening time when Faye and Ninja suddenly woke me up as today was the day. The news fully woke me up as I got myself ready for the big day. I met up with Ninja, Faye and Sean as we all went to the mart to get some items prepared for the battle ahead. After that, we head to the cafe where we took our pictures along with our starter pokes as we will be changed after this battle according to Ninja. The decided place for the battle was the seaform islands as it was unpopulated and a perfect place for the battle. We flew over there as we called upon the help of Dialga, Palkia and Mew. Palkia released the seal as Giratina was enraged that I betrayed it. He then tempted me to join its side and I'll be with Rochelle forever, but I knew better as I learned from Faye that true power comes from within. This enraged Giratina and he called his minions to attack us, luckily with the help of Mew, he got rid of them. Now it was just us against Giratina as after a hard battle through strategy and planning, we defeated the Dark God as I pity him. Dialga, Palkia and Mew then finished him off as he was destroyed and gone from the world along with his evil. We cheered as it was finally over and I was happy that I was going to see Rochelle again. However, that soon turned upside down as she arrived as a spirit. It seems she forgived me and I was happy for that, but I didn't want her to go as I embraced her in my arms. I tried to ask Mew for help, but he couldn't, I cried to my hearts comtempt as she disappears, but told me to keep a promise to live. I accepted as she was gone and to the other side, I cried harder as I got nothing left in me now. A part of me gave up on living while the other part wants to live because of the promise I made to Rochelle. I am in a internal conflict that will forever hold me till I die....dying feels like the only way right now. Even though Mew, Faye, Ninja and Sean tried to help me, I still was in despair as I lost everyone and even the will to fight. I don't know what to do........I think to myself on what should I do....I was thinking that after I become champion, I will live out here away from the world. I don't want to deal with anyone at the moment besides, its the only dream that I can hold onto now. As of right now, I am on the island still thinking on Rochelle as my tears won't stop. I don't know when I'll go to the PC to rest, but as I am writing this, I think it'll take me a while. May God help me.

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Today was another bad experience after the end of Giratina's reign. After going to the PC to heal my pokes, I went back to the seaform islands the remainder of the day. I sent out Shadow and the rest of my pokes to go hunt while sit there. As they each came back, I returned them to their balls execpt for Shadow who was still hunting. Surprisingly, on his way back, he brought Ninja and Faye. They tried to help me while I didn't care no more as I lost my spirit, battle spirit and will to live. Faye didn't want to hear it as she punched me in the shoulder. They both left to go to a research lab that they heard something happened to it. I stayed as my pokes got out and tried to help me also. This revived a little spark in my battle spirit, as I set out to the research lab to help them.

As I arrived at the research lab, it seemed as they were happy I was okay. I was glad inside, that they didn't had to worry for once. Ninja read their minds as it was a group of experimented psychic pokes that got out. Ninja called them a idiot and we all set out to go find the pokes. At first, we handled the first batch as they were weak then second we saw them. Chimehco and Claydol, two powerful psychic types as they tried to get me to betray my friends. Luckily, I resisted and destroyed them by accident..we thought it was over until..a powerful Metagross came. It summoned friends and we was outnumbered, Ninja took out the other team that cornered us as I prepared the Metagross for capture. I failed to catch it; however, Ninja caught it..lucky bastard, I wanted that poke for my team..oh well. We arrived back at the PC where we healed out pokes then returned to the lab to get our reward. It wasn't much, but it will do.

Since that was over, we decided to get our pictures from Mike, so we went to Lavender Town and got our pictures. I took a look at the picture and put it away quickly as I wasn't the same anymore and there was no need to be reminded. Mike wanted to get a gym match so we went there and watched as he got beaten. Good thing, I was asleep as I didn't want to watch that battle. After that, we went to go to Safforn to watch Faye's gym battle as it was her turn. I didn't bother to look as I was thinking about Rochelle..the last thing I remembered was her leaving before my eyes as Giratina attacked me and dragged me in his realm. I got up in shocked as it was a horrible nightmare, the guilt took over again and took away the last of my battle spirit.

So after the gym match, we went to check on Viridian to see how they were doing. Everything was well until we was suddenly put to sleep by a unknown force. We woke up as Ninja was gone, so Faye looked around and saw a trail, so we tracked it down to a unknown base until I found out it was Kitsune. I was scared as I didn't want to die, but I also didn't want Sean, Fox or Ninja to get hurt so I followed Faye in the base. There were numerous traps, but thank god we got them disable execpt one where we were sealed and poision gas came. I had Shadow quickly get us out before anything fatal occured. Suddenly we heard earthquake noises and a shockwave, so we continued the path and found Ares fighting Kitsune. He killed them all as we were able to suddenly smooth his rage. Thank god; however, he sounded like he was retarded, but whatever. We continued the path where we found clues of dead kitsune members at the doors. Screams Ninja right now as I know he would do this sort of thing. As we finally arrived, it seemed Ninja brainwashed these guards. I didn't trust any of them, but it was whatever as they led us to the boss. The guard open the door and Ninja went inside to get Whisper, but was outnumbered. He called for backup as everyone entered execpt for me as I didn't want no part in that fight or any to be exact. I had a arguement with Ninja then to Faye as they both wanted the old me back after I told them that he is gone. With that comment, Faye smacked me across the face as I sit there and thinked on my judgement. It looked like the battle was over in there until the boss got out Darkrai, Faye threw her weapon near me and I checked to see what was going on. It was Darkrai, I couldn't believe it, but they were better without me. I was about to leave them until I had a flashback of Rochelle thanking Faye and Ninja. If they had died, I couldn't live with myself so I interfered as Shadow blocked the thunderbolt attack. The Darkrai was incredible as it was hard to defeat, but we managed to win as I paralzyed it with Rattrap while Ninja used Hammer Arm from Ares. Ninja then began to demand where Whisper was. Stupid guy was being retarded and tried to resist, but he gave in after losing his finger. While Ninja looked for whisper, he tried to be a jackass and hurt me and Faye after being pinned down. Man got guts is all I can say. Ninja finally found whisper then proceeded by crushing his legs and arms...man that got to hurt. I tried to ask him some questions, but Oriken wouldn't budge as he passed out. We then asked the guard as he told us that the reason they targeted Ninja was because he quit. He also passed out as Ninja told us to go outside and wait for him, but I stayed. He proceeded with the torment as he crushed the body of the guard then ripped oriken's stomach. It was like I was in Giratina's realm over again....the way he tortured him till he died was sick. The guard that was still brainwashed came over and was happy that he killed him as he would do anything. Ninja promised not to hurt him, but as we got out the base, he used Earthquake and destroyed the base which killed the innocent guard. Unforgivable was all I can say, I tried to get some answers from him as to why he did that and the trouble he is in. Ninja, didn't get it and thinks that I betrayed him as I only cared for the Darkrai. That I never think about them when I clearly did....He doesn't know a thing about my pain....I helped so they wouldn't die..the Darkrai was a added bonus I should say. Both Faye and Ninja disgust me as they both never went through this much pain as I did. Sure they went through the mist, gave up one of their pokes, but they also lived in paradise for a bit. Me? I never had paradise.....not one fucking bit after Giratina.. Ninja told me that he wanted his friend back in which I replied that your friend is dead. I got on Drago and went to the PC to go heal my pokes. After that, I went to the back and got a room where tears came down. No one can save me now...this pain is eating me out from the inside, I don't know how to describe it nor how to cure it.

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To lazy to write this as so much was going on today, but I'll highlight some keypoints. Went to the cemetry to go honor Swepper one final time where I accidently met Faye and Ninja. Ninja walked out, cause he didn't want to look at me while Faye stayed behind and talked to me. It was a sad story that Faye told me as if I knew one thing was that I didn't cause the fire........I'm to tired to do this, so I'll make it quick, Ninja and Faye got me back to senses for a bit. We battled psychics who wanted to revive Giratina through the powers of Jirachi. I wanted Jirachi to appear, so it can grant my wish of bringing back Rochelle. We took them to the police and got our pokes healed.

We then went to Cinnerbar to go intercept valian when we were already to late. They had left the island with some Gatling guns and Jenny order us to stop them and bring Valian alive. I then heard a voice telling me to kill him as he knows to much..it was the Kitsune. I began thinking of the mission they gave me as we ride to catch them. I got to say, going to Valian was a bitch as they had all sorts of guns. We finally managed to do so, but we were captured as a damn gatling Gun was pointed at us. Valian then challenged me and Ninja to a rematch where we beat him again. Ninja ordered Faye to attack the gunner and was unsuccessful, luckily he controlled a guard to attack the man. We then proceeded to attack Valian where we almost lost our lives, but in the end we won. We asked him some questions where he told us about the origin of Shadow as he was related to the fire. I couldn't believe it, it seemed Faye was going to join their side. The more he kept speaking, the more Faye was shocked. I took a quick slice to the throat as the Kitsune was right. He knew to much and I wasn't going to allow that information in the police hands. I felt bad as the guilt grew a bit from the information we heard, but Faye forgived me as I was shocked. We turned the boat around and told Jenny everything execpt the part of me killing Valian. I followed Faye and Ninja to the beach where they talked about me while making a sand castle. I didn't know what to do as Faye pulled me down, I made a dragon which I thought was shit, but who knows. Soon I almost knocked out so I returned Shadow and went to the PC as I said my goodbyes. Man writing this time was a pain.

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I'm going to make this quick as possible. We traveled to Celadon City after the Submarine incident with a Oni Mind slave to take us to Akio. As we got there, we faced guards until we arrived at the chamber. It was then that Akio was a disgraced samurai and wanted revenge on the country. He even blamed me for the stupid forest fire incident, in which I had no knowledge of other than it was how I met Shadow. So finally the talking was done and we battled until I was knocked out.

I woke up in dark space as I was thinking that my life was over and I died. I wandered through the emptiness of space until I saw a glow. I ran up to it as I thought I was going to be out of here.....it was then that the glow was Rochelle. I was happy as I finally found peace, I ran up to her and embraced her as it seemed I was in the afterlife. However, good things don't last as I heard a maniac laughter from the distance growing closer and closer. I searched to see if I had any pokeballs or items, but I only had my sword. I drew it out to protect Rochelle and waited for the laughter to get closer. From the distance, a figure walked up as it was.......me? It spoke in a demonic tone telling me to let go of the light and go into the darkness. I said never as I attacked it with my sword, but that proved useless as it didn't work. My darker self laughed as it reminded me that we had a job to do and that was to bring destruction and terror. Trying to get those words out of head, I reached out to Rochelle, but she kept keeping her distance from me. Tears went down my cheeks as I called out to her as she was leaving me. I dropped down, crying to my hearts contempt as I wondered why would she leave me. The laughter broke out again as my darker self appeared before me and reached his hand out. I ignored him and tried to find Rochelle as he suddenly grew behind me into a known figure........Giratina. I called out Rochelle to help, but got no one...so I did it the old fashion way. I looked at my darker self straight in the eye and faced him with my sword. It was useless as I was enveloped by the darkness............

I quickly opened my eyes as I found myself still in the basement in the warehouse with Akio and the Oni. I quickly came to Ninja's aid and finished off his Tyranitar. The human battle was a bitch, but it finally ended with Akio's defeat. He asked Faye to finish him off in which she so, then a grin suddenly appeared on my face. I don't know why, but I felt happy....or better yet seeing his head chopped off. We went to the PC to go get ourselves healed, it is then that Mike didn't make it. I suddenly grinned for that too, I don't know why.........

I existed out the PC and gave Shadow a new ability to make himself stronger. After that, I tried to give Faye some advice for the Kitsune by telling her to continue her killing spree. Both Ninja and Faye didn't take it to well, but it was whatever. Sooner or later, she will understand.....but right now I must rest. I feel my inner darkside taking control more quickly than I imagined and I must give my light side support.

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March 11, 1891

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At last the words have gotten to Kitsune, its about damn time. I've gotten a hit list saying for me to target a ship, Austin Chase, A greenhouse, Celadon Mayor and a Oni General. The mayor and Austin was off limits as there was no way in hell I was going to kill them both without being killed myself. So I went to Safforn to go get my mark upgraded, the pain was in my words: containable. After that was over, I exited out where I saw Ninja and Faye around the corner. I hid my mark, but completely forgot that they couldn't see it. This made me look dumb so to speak and I hated that. So when Faye entered the store, I gave Ninja the heads up on what the Kitsune told me to do. Faye came out and was pissed that we had to help the enemy that she swore to defeat, but there was no other way. Our first target was the ship where Ninja and Faye had to get everyone out before I send Kraken to sink it. They did a good job with that and I rode on Drago into the sea so I wouldn't get caught. I sent out Kraken and watched him do his job as Ninja and Faye provided back up and defend Kraken against the soldiers. Out of no where, a matine hit Drago as we fell onto a island. It was no other than a marine who I defeated him battle and killed him to make sure no one knows of my attack. I fed him to Kraken who returned to me as I set out to the PC to find the others who were waiting on Joy to see if she was alive. Turns out that she was and Faye made her stay in the PC for recovery.

Our next target was the Green House as we set off to Celadon City. However, we couldn't allow ourselves to get caught so Ninja came up with a plan to use other trainers. We all agreed as we set out to find fire trainers in which we did and one of them was a cuty so I played around with her, but she didn't seem interested. Tough though, I wanted to see what she can do in bed.........Hold on! Was I really thinking that? Damn....I must of lost control to my inner dark.....Anyway, we beat them and Ninja controlled their minds in which they set the place on fire. Mission completed.

Now the final mission, the Oni General. We first went out in Fushsia city since that was there the general was, but we had no lead on where he was. So Faye made a plan in which she pretended on being a helpless girl who was asking to get raped. We watched her do her thing as thugs came at the last second. There was so many tips I wanted to tell her on how to do it lol. So me and Ninja rushed down and aid her in battle where we found out one of them was a Oni. I faced one of the thugs while Ninja faced the other, I suddenly blanked out and killed the thug. I came back to my senses where in my mouth I tasted blood. I hope for god sakes I did not lick someone's blood, that was just nasty. Anyway, I had to leave because the guy hated me, but I didn't care. Waiting for 5 minutes, they finally came out and we found where the guy was. Another member was at the house chillin while his bitches were working like a pimp, I hated that. I told Faye to ask him and she did so, but was out of luck. So Ninja read through his mind and we found the actual house. We snuck in and knocked one of the guys cold while heading upstairs. All felt going according to plan until that same bastard who Faye asked came in and alerted everyone. We tried to sneak attack one person, but failed to do so as we were pointed out. A fierce battle begin as Faye and Ninja handled their person nicely while I got bitch slapped by the shotgun. I managed to give him a fatal wound and when I went for the final attack, I missed and got blasted in the back. I felt like everything flashed before my eyes until I suddenly went into deep darkness.

I woke up alone again in deep darkness of space. This time I let the darkness consumed me as I had no hope left anymore until a bright light shined above me. It spoke saying that you can't give up hope. It was Rochelle, the light was so tensed that it banished the darkness for now and took me into the light. It was there that she was saying that it is not my time to leave and I must go help my friends. I agreed and told her that I will keep my promise to her. Next thing I knew, I disappeared in front of her while we said our goodbyes again.

I woke up in the ER as I had bandages around my wounds. The pain was intensed but I managed to got up and head to the lobby to see my friends. I saw them and they were glad to see me, I told them about me seeing Rochelle again and that it sucks having a inner dark side. That almost turned into a arguement where Faye interfered so it died down. I told them that I was going to rest as my body needs it. I gave them a good farewell and headed back into my room to sleep. Tomorrow I will receive word of Kitsune and finally the answers to my past.

March 12, 1891

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Today was one of the most toughest choices I had to do. As I woke up I received another word with Kitsune. It told me that I can meet with Mr. S and bring Faye and Ninja to Safforn City so they can be taken care of. I got ready and went out of the room where I met NInja and Faye outside the lobby. I wasn't going to let them die, so I told them about the surprise attack and acknowledge that they will be ready. I told them to meet me at Safforn and went off ahead.

As they both arrived, we went to the mansion where four kitsune members jumped in and told me to continue forward. I did so while Ninja and Faye pretend that they were betrayed. I rode on the carriage as it took a couple of minutes before I reached the mansion. I got out and went inside as Mr. S was waiting for me. He told me that I did a wonderful job and that I needed one more to join the shadow guard. The mission was to kill political rivals. The news shocked me a bit as it was suicide to do alone, but he told me that I would have a team in order to do so. So I went upstairs where I gotten a mental conversation with Faye and Ninja who barely managed to survive. I told them of what I was doing and Faye didn't take it well, but I ignored her as she was asking me to open the gates for her. I wasn't stupid enough to let her die just because she didn't like people dying. It was the only way to get to the Fox and I sticked with it. I met up with the team as they were composed of Elsa the agent, Morty the psychic and kevin the fighter. And I was their leader, Zero the Ace Trainer. I came up with a battle plan of putting Morty and Kevin inside of the building while me and Elsa sneak through the stream. From there I gotten a mental conversation with Faye telling me to stop please. I responded that it was the only way and why can't she see that. I told her that unless she wants to get the people out of there then she can be my guess. So she along with Ninja made a plan while I talked with Elsa for a bit. She told me on how she was sold by her parents and that she was proud to be a kitsune member. Her parents sold her? How the hell do they manage to live like that? Selling their own child, it was a disgrace to humanity and I was sickened. I tried to get her to leave Kitsune or to go outside and experience life outside of the organization. Suddenly we heard a noise from within the wall and it was Morty. About damn time, we got in and started planting the bombs. It was then that Ninja and Faye arrived and we all met at the basement where we battled the Kitsune. I knocked Elsa out and killed Morty while NInja killed Kevin. Faye went to check her pulse and she was alive. That's when Ninja killed her by slicing her throat. I was so pissed off that him, she had a chance to live, a chance to renew life and a chance without Kitsune, but that will never happen. Ninja went and got everyone out while we escaped through the stream and blew the building up. Mission complete.

I went back to Mr. S and told him about the mission as well as the death of our memebers. Mr. S told me that not to worry and that I did the right thing. He awarded me with the shadow guard rank and I was finally able to meet with the Fox. I followed S and rode in his carriage where we arrived at Fuchsia city. At first I was confused as to why we were here? But then I started to put the pieces together and was a fool for not seeing it. We entered a large house in the middle of the city where it was the house of Kiyo the gym leader. I knew was all that was going through my head. The beautiful gym leader that was near equal with Rochelle is the Fox. I was still half surprised, but that quickly ended when she told me to ask her anything. I told them that I want to know the history of my past. Kiyo nodded and told my whole story, I showed loyalty, no questions asked and always came out top. Even my parents sold me to them which shocked me the most and pissed me off. I was like Elsa.....being sold when we was only a child. I was basically raised by them...my family. I hated my parents, they didn't hesitate to grab fucking money and leaving their child behind. I wanted to kill them for their fatal mistake of doing that. After the story of my past had been revealed, I told Faye and Ninja about the situation in which they came up with a plan to lure her out and stop her in a route. I was against this as she made a point and that they were my family, but Ninja and Faye quickly reminded me that they wasn't there where I was in depression. I told them that I was going to get some rest and left them be. Kiyo went upstairs and winked at me, I don't know if that was a sign to go screw with her in bed or something, but it must've mean something. I went upstairs to check on her door, but it was locked...great...so much for screwing around. So I went into one of the empty rooms and gotten myself ready for a nap. As I slowly start to fall asleep, I kept asking myself this...is this the right thing to do?

March 13, 1891

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This was it huh? The finally thing that will change everything. To start this off, I woke up in my room and got ready for the surprise attack. I was ready to alert Kiyo about the attack where Ninja told me when they are between the gym and her house. I was pissed off as they told me that and I could've blown my cover. So I went downstairs and saw Kiyo eating a grapefruit. She offered me hers and I accepted. Boy that fruit was good, anyway she was going to get dressed in which I offered my assistance if she needs any. She told me that she was a big girl, so what like at least let me help. After finishing the grapefruit, Kiyo was ready and we left the house to enter Mr. S's carriage.

This was it, as I freaked out and told Kiyo about the plan that Ninja sent me. Kiyo wasn't worried, but Mr. S was about her safety and that Ninja took down some Viridian complex by himself which I call a bluff. They decided to go to the route leading to Safforn in which I told Ninja and Faye. While sitting there, the carriage suddenly stopped as it was done by Joy and Hate. We got out and prepared to battle Ninja and Faye. I was thinking of protecting Kiyo as I want her to fulfill her ideals about Japan, but I wasn't going to betray Faye and Ninja like that. To solve my solution, I sit out of the fight so that whoever wins, I will side with them. Faye took on Mr. S while Ninja took on the guard and Kiyo, I sent out Shadow and even the odds. After the guard and his poke were defeated. I sat out the fight and watched Kiyo pwned Ninja until Faye stepped in. Now the cat fight begins.

This was Faye's destiny as her and Kiyo were dishing blows after blows on one another. During the fight Kiyo taunt Faye saying that she'll kill Ninja and subdue me to her side. To myself, I was already on her side to begin with as she was my family, but was also supporting Faye as she helped me. A internal conflict was during this fight as I couldn't decide. After a couple of blows to each other, Kiyo taunted her that she will kill me and subdue Ninja to her side. The taunt worked as Faye almost lost her life and I would of killed the wounded Ninja for Kiyo. However, Faye also gave a blow to Kiyo in which both of them had one attack left in them. This was it, the final strike....both Faye and Kiiyo lunged at each other as Faye did the Fatal Blow while Kiyo missed. The battle was over and Kiyo was done. I watched as she died a slow painful death and listened to her words saying that, "I don't wanna be alone." Pain was left inside me as I couldn't protect her, but I hated her for making me become who I am. If I had my memories then none of this would of happened, I'll probably still had Rochelle at my side. Faye and Ninja left the scene as I was stuck with the two dead bodies and Mr. S who was still alive. I walked up to him and gave him pity until I killed him for controlling me. I told him as he was stabbed that I did not like to be controlled against my will. I send out Drago and flew to Cinnerbar.

I arrived on Cinnerbar to see the happy reunion of Faye and Ninja. I joined in and told Ninja that I finished off Mr. S for him. Faye was also happy to see me and I was slightly happy for her. Faye told us that she wanted to go to the island and we all went and set up a campfire. I stood there staring at the sky as Ninja asked me if I was still competing against the league. I told yes as it seemed the only thing I have left to do. Ninja was happy as I could tell by the look on his face. As Ninja went to the beach of the island and Faye asleep, I sent out Drago and looked at them before departing back to Cinnerbar. Who was I kidding, I don't belong there. While Ninja and Faye have each other, I only have myself. I realized that I haven't even smiled joyfully ever since Rochelle left me. Would I ever be truely happy in this world?

[chaosruler10]

March 19, 1891

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I can't remember what happened as I forgot to write in this journal right here, so I'm going to list the key facts on what went on that day.

To start off my day, I went to the lavender cafe to get some breakfast. I met Ninja and Faye along the way as they told me that I have to register for the leagues as it was the final day. The news shocked me as I didn't know it was today, so I finished eating quickly and left the cafe. I sent out Drago and quickly head to the league which was located at Mt. Silver. I arrived and went to the registration desk as I had to pay 10,000 just to compete. Outrageous I say, but anyway, I went inside to meet up with the other trainers. I leaned on the wall and waited till my name was called.

Finally, after several minutes my name was called. I took my stand and watched as I rose up in the air and into the arena. So many people, it was unbelieveable. If I would of caught Giratina, he would of killed all of them after the league. So I faced this ace trainer first and beat him.

My second battle was a collector as I prayed he didn't have any legends. I took down his first poke, but what I feared came true as he had a Raikou. He took down two of my pokes where I used Shadow and destroyed his Raikou in one hit. Then he sent out another one which was a Uxie. I told Shadow to use Dragon Rush in which the attack made him flinch. With a dragon Claw, Uxie stood no chance against it.

Third battle was hard as that damn trainer kept putting my pokes to sleep. Luckily through the combine efforts of Shadow and Helios, I was able to put down that Roserade. However, her second poke beaten Garchomp so I only had Drago. Surprising to me was that Drago took both of her pokes down. I was really happy that he did so and was glad that he was my poke.

Next battle was it, the champion battle. I'll go finish this later.

The champion battle was the toughest battle, I ever fought. I was so confident into it that it got in my head. The champion was Roc Spearfist, the undefeated of Kanto. To bad his undefeated streak was going to be broken. I sent out Rattrap when he sent out Gyarados. I paralyzed him during his dragon dance and proceeded hitting him hard until he knocked out Rattrap. So I sent Victor to finish him off. Next was that damn Machamp which koed half of my team due to my inability to put a flying move on my Charizard. I brought half his team down thus he sent out that Snorlax. We went back and forth with the recover and rest as Snorlax managed to beat Kraken by luck I say. So I sent my main poke, Shadow. He raped both Salamence and Snorlax thus giving him one poke left. This was it, Shadow wasn't going to let me down. The moment of victory was at my fingertips until he brought out Latios. A legend. The one that probably made him undefeated. I told Shadow to take him out quickly with a dragon claw, but Latios was faster and more powerful thus using Draco Meteor. Shadow was koed and I lost. Defeat was not a option and proved that I was inferior.........for now.

I got up and walked away from the arena as Neutral cheered me up saying that he was no champion. I somewhat agreed, but if I was roc, I would of used a legend also. Neutral told me to beat him so he awarded me a rare candy for doing my best. I thanked him in which he revealed that he was the champion of Hoenn. This shocked me as it was a honor for a champion to do that. I left and told Neutral goodbye as I met up with the others. We went shopping for a bit then out to the seaform islands as I suggested a snowball fight. We lost and defeated some mightyena that dare to eat the small pokes. As a award for helping them, we were able to choose one poke for our journey in which I took Sneasel. We left the islands as we slept on the island where Giratina was defeated.

March 25, 1891

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I woke up and headed to Vermillion with Ninja and Faye as we rode that Submarine. The sub took us down to the kelp forest where we had to capture some pokes for the Doc and Ai. We did so and brought them to them in where they rewarded us some money. We went to the cafe to go get some some food and came back to know that Ai was missing. So as the heroes that we are, we dived down to go find the sub in which several pokes attacke us. I wanted to catch the Kabutops, but I failed. Both Helios and Hate brought up the sub with their might and we was able to go inside to find out to see if Ai was okay. While Faye checked her pulse, I read her diary saying that she liked the Doc and everything. The doc came and Ai was able to make a recovery so everything was good. I went to the PC to go rest while everyone left.

March 26, 1891

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So I woke up in the PC and got ready as I left to go to the cafe for something to eat. Ninja, Faye, Mike and Sean arrived after me and we discussed on things. We then took a trip back to the doc where we went to a underwater city. It was beautiful, that's where I saw treasure. I asked anyone if they would like me to take it, but the Doc warned me that Kyogre would come and kill us. I was afraid as that it was a legend and nothing more. Faye kept eyeing me the entire time which was annoying so I left it be. Sean caught one of those anicent pokes, think it was called a Relicanth. We went inside of the city where the Doc found a Blue Orb and was eagered to get it. I found it ironic as the orb was a treasure and Kyogre was said to come and punish us if we do. He got the orb; however, instead of Kyogre we got a trio of Milotic in which Ninja, Faye and Sean got theirs. I was pissed that I failed to get one as I knew they were special. Next thing after the battle was the city collapsing. I went and saved Ai from being crushed by the rocks while Ninja and Faye saved Mike and Sean. We got out in the nick of time and went into the chamber for something..i don't know. After it was over, I went to go highlight Ai, but she turned me down. So I went to the PC to go rest.

[chaosruler10]

April 1st, 1891

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So how will start this? Okay, so I woke up thinking that everything will be good for today until I looked outside. Heavy Rain! There was heavy Rain, that could only mean one thing....Kyogre. I got ready and was out to the Doc's lab where the others caught up with me. They probably wasn't expecting this storm either, we ventured into the lab where I saw the Doc doing his research. I told him to put the orb back and that he responded that he would. The thing that got me was that he knew this would happened, I was like how dare you! I ran up and grabbed his shirt, wanting to take all my rage out by yelling at him. The others tried to stop me, but failed...eventually I settled down. The Doc told us that we need to put the Orb back to the city so we adventured out into the heart of the storm where the weather intensified. There a huge wave splashed showing the lord of the ocean, Kyogre. The Doc was foolish and dropped the orb where I tried to get it and failed. I sent in Kraken to help get the orb back while I faced Kyogre. We did so and Sean managed to get Kyogre with the masterball when it was near full health..just because of the damn waves that pushed it back up. Faye and Mike managed to save Ai and the Doc as Kyogre knocked Ai out of the boat while Doc tried to save her. I was happy that she was alright as we went back and gave them farewell.

Because of the rain, we went to Safforn to do some shopping, luckily for me I didn't use my new clothes for that mission. After Safforn, it was cinnerbar next where Faye and Mike both asked questions to Fudo in which he couldn't give no answer to Faye, but to Mike he needed to speak with the Champion. So we head out in which Ninja gave me a challenge to prepare for the league. I accepted the task, but the battle proved difficult than I thought. I was making mistakes left and right as I almost lost Drago in the battle. That would of been hard for me as I needed him. We stopped the battle and proceeded to go to Safforn where we met a businessman trying to get a farmer to sell his land. I promised that we would get him to sell so we left to the farmer's land where I went to the PC to get some rest as I was tired. Tomorrow was going to be a big day for me to redeem myself.